This is an Important message to my followers:

life has been rough these past few days. And when I say rough I mean "man I wish this didn't happen" kind of rough, I live in a toxic household and at the moment it's been tough to even wake up without doubting myself or wanting to just leave. But what I was brainwashed to think about were the consequences of making rash decisions. I didn't grow up in a nice area or with nice people, I have scars... Both mentally and physically. so when I get into a situation where anything I do is "wrong" (something the other person doesn't like about me) I tend to close away from everything, which is why I am taking a quick break. When I come back I hope to resume my somewhat normal online presence.